“if only you could see”

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currently working on packing- well not CURRENTLY but during the previous hours of now, and no doubt after i'm done taking a break :P

actually I have to wait for my room mate to wash the dishes so I can finish packing the kitchen- wait, who said it was MY responsibility to pack the kitchen? oh yeah. because i know no one else would do it. :P

most of my shit is packed, there is trash lying around but we are going to be in our new, sparkly apartment in less than 24 hours!! i'm really excited. i'll take pictures and show you guys the before and after, hehe. especially for those who've never seen my current apartment.

by the way....

http://foldingorigami.blogspot.com

i started this blog as a little project. i think it's really fun and i have a counter that shows how many unique visitors have stopped by, and i can also see where in the world they are! i already have 6 followers (as of now) and it's pretty exciting since i just started it like...thursday i think? i dont remember haha. anyways i hope you guys like it, i think it's fun. (:

But us, we found peace in the shadows, long enough to see those monsters rise, sometimes well, candy's got some space to fill up in a daydream, livin' high on yesterday's lies..

Where is my head? my mind? my thoughts? lately I am not so sure. i suppose there are plenty of things I would like to write, but i don't..i have desires to write stories but stories no longer find themselves unfolding in my mind, and then i have nothing worthy to write about to talk about to think about to dream about. lately my dreams have been somewhat parched...well i guess i am saying this because lately my dreams have been dealing with things that happened during my waking life, which i suppose isn't really unusual, but usually i cannot understand why i have the dreams that i do, but now they pull their thoughts from my thoughts, but i still enjoy my dreams, but i enjoyed them more when they were complete works of fiction with no real life fodder to block mind's imagination...in my dreams there is so much action, so much adrenaline, so much to escape in that i sometimes long to go back to sleep and finish the story...whatever chapter or paragraph of some unknown story formed from seemingly nothing and yet everything at the same time.

i am moving into my new apartment this weekend and i am incredibly glad to get out of this one and start over again and pretend that i am moving here for the first time and trying to make sure that i do everything in my power to do everything right. cook and be healthier and save my money and be productive.

i love my job (makin' bank at 13$/hr). i love (most) of the kids. some i love more than the others. i would talk about them but probably that would be something boring for anyone who might be reading. unless you want to hear about them. then you can let me know.

cvs is hiring pharmacy technicians and my neighbor works at cvs as a pharm tech and he isn't even certified but he is a chem major and anyways i'm going to go talk to them i suppose and see whats up and see what i can possibly do. im saying this because probably during school i wont be able to work as much as i am now at mathnasium so maybe a second job won't be too much, consider mathnasium closes at 7p and i think the pharmacies might stay open longer? i dunno we'll see what happens. well, i'll see what happens and then i'll let you guys know.

So if you ever checkout my sidebar where I have links to other blogs and such, one that I just added is r2racers. If you guys feel like it, check that site out! It is the racing website of my co-worker, Mae. Well technically it is her and her friend's, they are doing a race together. You can click the Co-Pilot tab, as well as Mae's album to see more about her. I think it's pretty neat that she's going to flying all over the place (well really flying through about six states I think, but still!). It's a really neat thing that she's doing, and I wish them good luck in their race! (:

pretty much as it says above. to be honest, I am having the hardest time trying to write in this thing. nothing really interesting is happening, and i have no inspiration or drive to write any stories or short stories or whatever you like to call them. it's not that i don't have ideas, i have a couple...but about a page in, i no longer feel like writing. i'll probably end up writing a someone normal sized blog post on my inadequacies..

i actually don't even feel like writing anymore.

i tried writing this hoping i'd get in the mood for writing but nope.

sorry for those who normally check this blasted thing, hoping i've updated.

now i finally have and it's not even worth reading.